Addiction comes in many forms. It’s a trip how the urge to use becomes compulsive. It starts in the mind, becomes an action, becomes a habit, then becomes part of your character. Iv’e been an addict I know what it is. I’m very acquainted with it. We’ve spent countless hours devouring death! Self-condemnation, drugs, lust and self-hatred. Bitter to the bone. Bitter to the soul. No spiritual life. Growing in darkness, malnourished with no hope. Flustered and stuttering, paranoid and trying to avoid anyone, but those super close who know what it is to put yourself in a agitated state of mind.